I'm stuck...in nothingness...its sad and true. Just like the incessant weeping of the Gods causes the earth to morph into a giant mass of slush trapping an erring tyre in her marshy self.... Im stuck.
The trouble... i want too many things and am too lazy or just dont know how to go about getting it. The worst thing is that I have sucked the sweet nectar of what i want and the taste has lingered ...Was i too scared too get drunk on it? or was i just a stupid lazy brainless twit. The latter.. i fear... i am.
Im happy lost in a maze of doing things mechanically. I may be unsatisfied but then i dont have to think about it. But when im slowed down maybe by an illness or the time in the morning when im in for a shower..these thoughts come to haunt me.
Stupid things like... Do i still look pretty? or Is this boy the right one for me? Will i be stuck here for eternity?
Can i escape the drudgery of who I am or what I want to be???? Can i float up and be free, or do i have to crawl and just be???
I hate having a bath it gives me time in solitude with myself. I hate it.
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quote "Stupid things like... Do i still look pretty? or Is this boy the right one for me? Will i be stuck here for eternity?
Can i escape the drudgery of who I am or what I want to be???? Can i float up and be free, or do i have to crawl and just be???"
hey girl u are pretty and will always be. well is the boy right for you-you got to answer that. u most certainly wont be stuck here coz life's gonna go on and take u to higher altitudes everyday.
escaping the drudgery of what u are or what u want to be......you surely must escape if what you are is not what you wnat to be. you're always free to do what you want to do...float, fly or crawl but if it ain't right where you are ...get out.
now that you've got all your answers........please go have a bath! your stink lingers in the bedroom and it's causing me some serious insomnia :)
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